Alright...hey there..whoaa..im like laughing to myself now because this is my first blog. i've never written diaries nor blogs either. i like to talk out what i experienced or wtv that happend to me to my closest ones. but after an incident that happend in this year of 2009...no specific date...cant think of it now.. well i start to feel soo lonely at times..but whenever i meet my friends to spit out the hard times i've been thru..i could never let out the real feelings that i wish to say it out..COZ ble jumpe je dorg..i can become oh so wild again...and terus lupe nak cite.. sampai je rumah...at night especially, mule lah perasaan yang macam2 timbul...yang buat i stress out sgt2...i couldnt cry...i dont know y...the tears just hate to wet my cheeks...to most people...they say "bagus la nas...ur strong"...THEN..treat me cam biase...never notice me in such SERABUTNESS...(cheeh a touch of manglish there). I really wish i could cry out loud like some girls do till i feel relief..till i get attention from others. mmg mengada! tp..bileeeeelah.. saket kepala. well....after being a reader to all my friends blogs...i felt how relief it could be to say out watever u wanna say thru this blog..therefore. today i decided to try.
anyways...hope i go on better with this..this is just for a start..i gotta run pack my stuff back to seremban tonight plak skrg ni...AND AGAIN im driving my parents..everyday i drive here and there now...nvm. tommorow heading to melaka n then bck home again...OH ya...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA.